Rubbish.

It feels that I can't even speak openly like how i used to infront of j. Its weird sometimes having Chawanmushi around. Am i thinking too much or maybe is there somethings idw her to know? I'm not sure either. I feel bad, my heart's black, noooooo!

Besides that we are selected for the cambodia trip :B im kinda excited~ Hope my iip doesnt clash into this freaking shit. I just hate school, anything related to school. What's with all this school fees, iip, module selection, pp assessment, interviews and wadever it is. I'm just so freaking tired about understanding everything. I can't even actually secure my place for an internship, its not 100% sure that i'll get a place and fuck it, what if i'm chosen for it in feb? damn it, say goodbye to cambodia~

Nia nia, thumb, luncheon meat, meatball, dot and what else? Those are nicknames i earned since i entered rp. lol

Zai jian lah~ *waving my arms together with my body.